Distance makes the heart grow fonder??

Distance. What an unbelievable hard thing to deal with sometimes. There are times when I really wish I could reach through the phone and take you in my arms and make things easier. There are other times I wish I could liquefy and melt through the line to be there with you. For now the best that can be done is to listen and talk, support one another. I have been fortunate enough to be touched by such an amazing person and I count myself lucky for that. How often can someone say that. It all feels like a dream that I don't want to wake u from.

Life has not been easy, and I doubt that will ever change, but now things are going so right. I have been fortunate to fall in love for the first time, I have the a best friend that is truly awesome. My children are healthy and happy, and I do my best to make our family what it is today. I have fulfilled a dream, one that allows me to take care of people, both physically and emotionally. The only thing that would make it all complete would be the have you closer. In time I hope that I can change that.

For now baby steps on that path. However long that takes I want to be there for the good mornings, good nights and all that falls in between- good and not so good. Ha never thought I would hear myself say that. That was only a fairy tale before. I'm even beginning to feel about myself the way I should. Through your eyes I have found things that have made that possilbe. I can't thank you enough for that. I can't thank you enough for the sound of your voice soothing away the worries when I am frantic about life's bumps. For making me feel so much more alive.

And to my best friend the patience, understanding and unconditional support and caring. All of which has lifted me higher and kept me level. I am so glad I have a friend like you to share things with. Thank you too. I hope that I can repay that someday.

Ok enough being sappy!!! Time to break out the power tools and go fix some stuff!!