Uggghh

Well this has been kinda crappy. Well not kinda crappy, it basically sucks!! I am so tired, haven't felt like this in a very long time. Hopefuuly I can get some good rest. So heres the deal. Yesterday morning my grandmother had a heart attack, things are not looking so good at this point. No medical lingo or thoughts on this one, I am too tired. My grandmother and aunt just moved back into town this month. So while my grandmother is in intensive care, my mom has been going between the hospital and trying to get everything unpacked and put away at their apartment. I Have been doing a ton of running around for her, taking things to the hospital, picking things up, dropping stuff off, putting up drapes etc. Cancelled the kids parent teacher interviews, no steam or time right now for that. Its ok they are both doing good so I don't feel bad.

On another note...
I have been feeling pretty crappy about myself these last few weeks. I have no one to blame but myself for that. Feeling fat, ugly whatever. Time to get out of the funk. Missed a couple days at the gym this week, couldn't be helped. Back at it tomorrow. That and a new skin care regime. Hoping this will all help, powered with some good sleep. Its a plan, my workout plan is solid so that is a comfort. That is all for now.