What have I done??

Overwhelmed... getting antsy. What have I done. The big exam is on wednesday, going to saty overnight at a hotel across the street. That way I don't have to panic about getting there on time. 8:30am it begins. What if I fail, no not an option. I am a little afraid. Mostly of the future I think. What's next for Jenn Medic?? Where do I go from here? I'm already starting to feel a little lost. Grad ceremony is next wednesday. Then all is complete. I had a dream that I was walking in a field, just walking and looking for something. I woke up, not sure I ever found what I was looking for either. Maybe I never will, maybe I'm not supposed to. I get so caught up helping other people that I have forgotten that I should look after myself too. Got a rude awakening to that the other night to. Ok study and sleep, perhaps..